Is true love very expensive for me?
Why I can't find the man who really love me for who I am..
God I feel so small, so unprecious, so jerk, bad, nobody wants to be with me.

Why it is so hard to get an "understanding* word?
Why I should be understood but you shouldn't?
Why I have to do this that those while you don't have to?
Shit I'm tire of this.
What the hell do you want exactly? :'(
Can't you see I'm dyeing over here to give what you want?
Can't you see I give all my life just to make you happy?
Why you cannot appreciate it at all? Why everything seems so wrong?
Then why should I be with you if everything I've done mean nothing to you?

Don't you feel pitty about me?
Can't you see I'm crying over here?

Why it is so hard to get an "understanding" ???