Hell

Fuck team work!

KENAPA GW GA BISA NONTON PLACEBO??

Do you know? Hari ini band favorit gw konser di Tennis indor senayan?
Band yang ditunggu-tunggu kedatangannya oleh para penikmat musik british rock alternative Indonesia.

And do you know that, gw nggak bisa kesana karena budget gw waktu itu sudah habis untuk liburan ke Bali :( secara harga tiketnya lumayan buat keadaan gw yang miskin waktu itu(350K).

Tapi temen gw vanny bilang "lebih baik ga makan daripada gak nonton Placebo" huahahha..dia bener...ga makan gw bisa kurus juga kan.

So, hari ini gw cuma bisa bayangin doank gimana perform nya Molko di stage..sambil dengerin lagu2nya n bacain status fesbuk temen2 yang udah pada stand by disana.

Vanny, Anggiw,..kwaaa ngga bisa nonton bareng lagi kaya waktu di Javarockinland.
Gw tunggu report dan foto2nya guys.

Hope that they will be coming soon, maybe next year :D
Tapi bener...hati gw nyesek banget! Seperti waktu beberapa tahun yang lalu nggak bisa nonton Skid Row konser di Bandung karena ga di bolehin ama satpam gw :(

BITTER

I could slip, I could fall
In that mean and awful hall
With the other jealous bitches
And the bitter grumbling men

I could sneer, I could glare say that
life is so unfair And the one who
made it, made it `Cuz her breasts
were really big

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

I could bitch, I could moan
Say I want to be left alone
But that's not really true,
Because I like my time with you

Till you rant and you rave
Wishing fat folks to their grave
But I feel sorry for them
You say they get what they deserve

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

I don't wanna get jaded
Petrified and weighted
I don't wanna get bitter like you
Like you, with the darts in your eyes
Like you, with disdain for mankind
I was charmed, now I wonder

Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to
So I'll smile with the rest
I'll wish everyone the best
And know the one who made it,
Made it cuz she was actually pretty good
Well I don't wanna get bitter
I don't wanna turn cruel
I don't wanna get old before I have to

What is loyality?

Loyalty? I dont know its name before I met you.
But by time, I'm starting to realize what is loyalty exactly
It cant be describe, but feel.
Loyalty comes from the heart, from the feeling, no one can force it.

And this is what I feel now, I changed, yes.
But why then you,..you're the one who inspired me to change, but you broke all my faith in you!

I'm so upset.

A friend mine said, he miss this blog so much... :)
I closed this blog for some reason..but now I open it again due the condusive situation.

For Pika Dipisatu my brother..pls enjoy my story..new and old.. ^^

Kau tikam hatiku saat ku bahagia mengenal dia pujaan mimpiku tercinta
Kau ingin pertemukan hatiku dan hatinya, tapi ternyata kau sendiri mengharap cintanya.

Kurelakan dia wahai sahabatku bila kau sungguh mencintainya..
Tolong jaga dia wahai sahabatku, jangan sampai hatinya terluka seperti hatiku.

Tetap tersenyum walau hatiku terluka
menjadi bijaksana dengan pengorbanan cinta..
tenang sahabatku, aku takkan membunuhmu, bisikkan hatiku kucoba tuk memaafkanmu..

For the first time in my life...this is the very first time that I've been cheating by my own friend. My friend that I trusted so much.. I dont know does she have a heart or not..

I'm Shocked!!!