What is loyality?

Loyalty? I dont know its name before I met you.
But by time, I'm starting to realize what is loyalty exactly
It cant be describe, but feel.
Loyalty comes from the heart, from the feeling, no one can force it.

And this is what I feel now, I changed, yes.
But why then you,..you're the one who inspired me to change, but you broke all my faith in you!

I'm so upset.

A friend mine said, he miss this blog so much... :)
I closed this blog for some reason..but now I open it again due the condusive situation.

For Pika Dipisatu my brother..pls enjoy my story..new and old.. ^^

Kau tikam hatiku saat ku bahagia mengenal dia pujaan mimpiku tercinta
Kau ingin pertemukan hatiku dan hatinya, tapi ternyata kau sendiri mengharap cintanya.

Kurelakan dia wahai sahabatku bila kau sungguh mencintainya..
Tolong jaga dia wahai sahabatku, jangan sampai hatinya terluka seperti hatiku.

Tetap tersenyum walau hatiku terluka
menjadi bijaksana dengan pengorbanan cinta..
tenang sahabatku, aku takkan membunuhmu, bisikkan hatiku kucoba tuk memaafkanmu..

For the first time in my life...this is the very first time that I've been cheating by my own friend. My friend that I trusted so much.. I dont know does she have a heart or not..

I'm Shocked!!!

secretly

secretly I'm wanting you...and I'm hoping you want me too...
I smell your skin accross the room..and I cant wait to get next to you..

Rainy nite at the office

There's so much story that I want to share.
I'm so happy lately..

hihihih

I cant describe it!!

I know I'm wrong but how can I lie to my self?

Anyun berkelana....

It's been so long..never write again.
Hmm..my life is so beautiful...

^^